Woke up late. I think at around 3. Same useless day...
I wanted to tell you something during my visit in your house.Not so special anymore, I guess. Sucks to find that out now. I hope you realize its
because you choose to do that to him, and yet not be able to do it to your other
friends, and ends up with you asking me to do it for you. Makes you think how special
he is, doesnt it? It wouldn't hurt if he knew what my role is too. I'm sorry if it seems shallow or whatever... I just don't know what to ignore anymore.
When he asked what you were doing the whole time, you could've added my name...So much thoughts, realizations, conlusions, useless whatevers. It sucks to even think
about it.
When you told him what you were doing. Something like "My boyfriend visited me"...Hmmm... and I found out something interesting. The date seems crucial too, but it is of no importance right now.
Give at least a little clue... Ah whatever.. decided not to.
So much for Day 2...
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Sorry... I don't know what I was thinking.