Oh

I'm doing my best. I've been really trying. Gahd how I hate my... self? Haha... tae

I've been going to PC places for a couple of days now... UBOS PERA!

Curiosity... endure, practice, succeed

In other news, I was given title of Co-Head of the Promo committee!!! YEY! [Hmm... a change?] I wanna do well... I hope to do well.. gahd I sound gay. [Sorry, maybe a stereotype]

I got a C in Business Statistics! YEY! but I don't think that's good enough to cover my 11/80 quiz total.

Basketball... is always better when it's game... rather than shooting... especially when its a shootout and your grade is on the line. Yes, I'm still bitter.

SCREAMING OUT YOUR FRUSTRATIONS! YOU GO!

I blame it on the world.

Die.

Tae

Nabuburat pa rin ako sa 2 of 11 ko...

Uncertainty of feelings... at what cost?

A test of strength... or a test of loyalty?

You are new, and yet you are soothing... maybe a sign? to understand?

I need a saviour now, is heaven around? I'm callin out

I have a story to tell... to those only who want to listen, to those only who care.

I want to go back in time, stop my dad from smoking and my mom from dying... or I could make them fuck each other on an earlier date so I'd at least get to spend time with them.

I have only one thing to look forward to for next week... and no one will ever know what it is.

No smoking for the weekend... no funds, no stock... crap

People just assume I have a B grade in accounting, I don't really know if I do [and after the 2nd LT, I doubt it.]

I haven't felt your freedom... but it seems everyone else has already felt it

Time takes too long when your waiting... Im waiting

Trust...

Sometimes, I still don't see why I can't.. why I shouldn't...

No more drinking permissions? I may be on the losing side...

I think Rina is right... or at least her post is

And at last the final drop of blood has dripped out of the demon's cup. A demonic laugh conquers the room as he slowly stands to regain composure. The demon looks at him and frowns... he was given a last attempt to save the world.

I hate you person 1, 2, 3

I don't like you person 4

I like you person 5, 6

Help!

CHOKE!

PE sucks... basket sucks

I am the ULTIMATE CHOCKER

yes... 2 of 11

TANGINA

And another one of my weird YM conversations

Jay: botherJay: hahahaKatrina: you just LOVe doing that dont you?Jay: uhuh!Jay: hahaJay: your the nicest person to botherJay: complement for youJay: Katrina: is it really a compliment? im beginning to think that your sole purpose in this life is to bug meJay: hmmmJay: that and to marry nicoleJay: Katrina: yes. and thatKatrina: i forgetJay: hmmJay: dont you feel honored?Jay: you take up half my purpose in lifeKatrina: oh yes i feel so honored. i love it. its like i was put on this earth to be bugged by jay. oh yes.Katrina: it doesnt get any lovlier than thatJay: then maybe thats YOUR purpose in lifeJay: Jay: so I have someone to bugJay: YEY!Katrina: huwawKatrina: ang saya saya!Jay: hahahaKatrina: our purposes are intertwined!Jay: uhuh uhuh! such a nice life isnt it?Katrina: fantabulous life. filled with intertwined purposes.Jay: but sometimesJay: i feel thatJay: i got the better half of our purposesJay: you get buggedJay: while i bugJay: dont you think?Katrina: good point. Katrina: it's okay. im allowed to bug you from time to time too.Jay: hahahaJay: then its fair!Katrina: it's just that fulfilling that purpose hasnt really been happeningJay: being busy and all...Jay: tsk tskJay: that's okJay: ill double my bugging youJay: Katrina: wahhhKatrina: you're driving me nutsKatrina: go away mowKatrina: nowJay: hahaJay: fine fineJay: ive bugged you enoughJay: till next time!Katrina: just coz you're a friggin B student in accKatrina: gahKatrina: babu!!!Jay: YEY!Jay: hahaJay: arytJay: babye

haha too lazy to fix... go read if you want

Segments

When all is lost, you cry alone... becuase you have lost everything

There can always be something called repainting [pertaining to a building, HAHA!]

A defiled fountain, corruption of forest creatures

I still believe, and yet I do not practice it

What's been happening? I have no clue

Ideas, they are immortal

I am addicted to it... why? Because I'm an idiot!

Principles, who would believe I still have some?

And as the knight of God lays down to rest... he sleeps peacefully knowing he is free

I want to run away

Question

Ang hindi pagkumpleto ng kasagutan, o ang pag hindi pagsabi ng isang impormasyon ay isang katangian ng kasinungalingan... hindi ba?

Bakit?

Tae...

Tangina...

Pagod ako... sakit ng katawan ko... wala akong tulog... at iinom ako mamaya.

TAKAS

Lost

No heart.
Sometimes I just wonder...
It's all too dragging... fly
Why?
Maybe I can just push people around... take the free shot.
Did I do something wrong?
Lost... I'm losing it.
Is everything changing?
Need
I'm sorry
Want
But I believe it's all still part
Temporary shutdown...
Of whatever this is that we have
Processing...
I want to know
Loading...
What's going on
Load Failed
Emo cannot be forever
Restart Computer

Drive not ready

We lost 51 - 49

When it's all said and done

We're still here... and I hope it really is over.

And it must all end with this... I am sorry.

Too bad I forgot to bring the thing I was supposed to write here... and that other thing which is kinda funny now... maybe when I get back to katipunan... but right now... I have nothing else to say.

So so sorry! Over... I think it's done! I really do love you! Look here! HAHAHA!

Watch me play basketball... I swear... open your mind... focus... and you'll see.......



greatness..........




It's all heart.

Lighten things up

I'm horny...

I'm a guy

What I didn't know

I complain
When nothing's even wrong
And you're ashamed
Cause you're not quite that strong
That's when I said I'll need
More than you can offer me
I miss your face as you can tell
I hope my absence makes you well

Cause what I didn't know
Is I was killing you
I said a lot of things that I didn't mean to
But I am older now
And I am sorry too
So I can wait awhile
If it brings me back to you

I am shy
I never speak a word
And you are numb
From all the things you never heard
That's when I said I'll need
More than you can offer me
But now I own an empty space
And I can't fill it with your face

Cause what I didn't know
Is I was killing you
I said a lot of things that I didn't mean to
But I am older now
And I believe in you
So I can wait awhile
If it brings me back to you

Teach me. I want to learn. I want to be able to close my eyes for one second and not think about it.

I don't want to be the bad guy.

I'd say..

Family issues, relationship issues, school issues...

I'd say fuck it.

Coz you know what? We're both tired... we're all tired... I am tired

I just want to shut down... even just for a little while. I'm not strong enough... I need help

The storm swallowed all that's left of the city. The houses, the families, the trees, the animals; Everything drowned. All that remains is a wet land. It was the will of the gods; To cleanse the land. One day, it shall hold again another city, with new houses, families, trees and animals... and there will be that ball of fire from the sky.

Never forget

The week's been... I don't know... literally! It's been an "ewan" week.

After this week, I have a little list of things to remember..
- Get money on Saturday [hope its not just open half day]
- Open bank account by next week
- Catch up with the lessons in Accounting. Business Statistics, Economics, Psychology, Spanish... wait, that's all the subjects! [Except Sci 10]
- Monthsary was a term created by couples who can't last a year... meaning that it's NOT IMPORTANT!
- Spending time together requires only just the two of you
- Your job is to be an escort from smocket to class and class to smocket. After that you're on your own.
- Bring toilet paper to school... sucks when you need to shit and there's no tissue around.
- Eat on time... stomach randomly hurts now.
- You're not hot so you should understand that your girlfriend DROOLS over some other guy/s.
- Insecurities are such a pain in the ass
- Smoking reduces stress... but it increases lung pains
- Start hanging out with lost friends
- Don't be the asshole in the movies that the people who watch hate... even if you now understand why the person in the movie is being such an ass
- Forgive and forget isn't as easy as it sounds
- Eco LongTest was an ass compared to the Spanish LongTest, which was also an ass by the way.
- Owe people a lot of money... especially Lorenzo.
- New roommates are good... the new friends are good.
- Try and not listen when your girlfriend talks about how hot some guy is... IGNORE
- Spending time with you means you stay with her while she talks to her friends, but spending time with other friends mean you stay where you are while she goes to her friends.
- Be numb to teasing
- Going out is such a hassle according to her. Going out with you that is...
- Condo now is useless... or at least it won't be serving the purpose of why you chose it over a dorm.
- Smoking is a good friend... but maybe in the future it'll be your worst enemy... it'll even try to kill you.
- You shouldn't do this again because it's a waste of perfectly good money that can be used to buy food.
- Drink once in a while, because that's how you passed your 1st year in college.
- Basketball is paradise. But it isn't enough anymore...
- You need help
- You need others
- You need her
- You need to talk

And things for you READERS TO REMEMBER
- DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT I'VE SAID HERE.
- I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE, but if you're my friend, you'd be kind enough to answer to my request.
- Maybe you'll be the one I talk to, maybe not... I'm just asking readers to read... and not talk about it.

I'm back to my bestfriend... his name is blog.