Achievements

Achievements are a little scarce for me in the past months. I mean, I've never topped anything in class before, nor have I gotten an A in any Long tests before or any of that sort... so yeah, I'm boasting them, cause then wouldn't it be a waste if I didn't? Hahaha!

Meron akong nais malaman, maaari bang magtanong?

Gotta study for a few more months, then it's all over... for a while. Haha! This studying thing is really tiring... I mean... shit... hahaha!

This entry is bullshit... haha... I'm sleepy but it's a little late to sleep now... I might not wake up on time and well... be late... and end up cutting... so no... no lates... haha

I almost died. I was biking, there was a car and I was saved by an angel... hahahaha! Ang labo!

Every little thing I do, never seems enough for you

Oh yeah, boy bands... un nalang papakinggan ko... hahaha!

I believe it takes one...

Basketball, Poker and a Midterm

Friday started out great. Went to theo, cut SA, freecut Fil and went to Histo class to see that I got an A in the Long Test. HELL YEAH!

Got to the Cov courts and played basketball until around 4. Game 1, Jaynamites, as I prefer to call the team instead of cheesecakes, lost 58-61 to a random team we decided to challenge. I had a great game, I mean 4/5 three's and good jump shots with great assists is a good game for me... but in the end, I had two chances to take the last shot but I decided to pass it... I think that's pretty much why we lost... I didn't take the shot.

My second game was not bad. I had 7 steals [yeah, I'm a loser to count stats but what the fuck]. I didn't make a three and we lost again... but this was just random teaming. I think when I'm not point guard, I tend to have not so good games.

After basketball, instead of going home I played poker in James's condo and won 700. Haha! My first game back after not visiting the condo for a long time wins for me 700. YEAH!

So yeah, pretty much sacrificed study time to play poker, coz I had midterms in Law the next day. I took it a while ago and it wasn't that bad. I'm actually expecting at least a B in that test... but I'm really aiming for an A.

That's pretty much the stuff happening... yeah... a superstar is born... that's me alright. It cool how I can actually balance these shit out. I mean studying and going out [I've been going out quite alot in the weekends] and dota and basketball and everything else. Well fine, it's really not THAT balanced but close enough, right?

I just got to stay focused, that's all.

An unexpected adventure

It happened a few nights ago... after the accounting exam. After playing DOTA, I got to Cubao at around 1AM. I rode the bus and waited.

To make the long story short, I rode the wrong bus and ended up in San Jose City, Bulacan, instead of Quezon Avenue... because of pride [I didn't want to get embarassed by going down the bus after the conductor told me I had the wrong bus] and stupidity [because the bus was gonna pass by SM Fairview... I decided to just go down there but I fell asleep on the bus]

I got home at around 330AM. I actually panicked when I saw the sign that said Bulacan. Hahaha!

Anyway... I just got an A in my Law LT and a B for my Accounting LT. Haha! Step up time!

I just need to fix my SA and Fil grades. It's not that bad, but I'm aiming for a B. Haha.

Law Midterms tomorrow. Another excuse to skip NSTP. Haha! At least this time, it's excused.

I need rest... from everything... soon... haha.. studying can get really stressful.

What about all the things that make life worthwhile?

Accounting LT 2

Sucked.

It was hard.

I'm dead.

Haha.

So where do I sleep tonight? Uh oh...

Black... eye?

Blackout is the place to be.....

NOT!

Haha! Party was pretty much a flop... as expected. But I didn't really go there to party. I had this plan in my head... and nothing came right. I should have expected... hindrances... but... I guess I got too confident that everything just turned out wrong.

I was with Banzai... actually just Mike and Dre... mostly with my Southridge friends, especially winning model Lorenzo... hahahaha! Things turned out okay at the end I guess... but still not worth my 150... plus my plans didn't happen... hahaha... stupid.

Anyway..

Jaynamites [or as Jonel would prefer, cheesecakes] Vs. Nzoomanities game one... we won... 61-44 I think.. not sure... but close to that... and who is MVP? HAHAHA! I am self proclaimed MVP, and Mac is my X-factor... hahahaha! I've got that KG jumpshot... hahahahaha! [I also have the KG three in that game, unfortunately...] I missed like 5 three point shots... only made 1 three-pointer.

Tomorrow I will study for accounting... finish everything by monday night... and study a few more on tuesday... test on tuesday night... drink after the test and relax. Then study for Law a few days after. Haha.

Very unfortunate... I'm hoping that I could get things right next time.

Stress

Joking about being the accounting god isn't getting old... nyarharharhar!

Nothing's been happening recently... oh wait! I saw something today that was somewhat depressing... specifically, it was a car... haha... depressed.

DOTA... again... holy shit... shit... no more money... shit... shit... what's happening to me?

Hypocrite... that I am... terrible... haha!

Tomorrow... Basketball... Jaynamites Vs. Nzoomanities... Haha... finally... Lorenzo has his own team... I wonder if I can play even with my injury... I hope so.. battle for pride? HAHA!

I'm wasting my time daydreaming... too much time on that actually... sad... hahaha... pathetic actually... Hrmm... hahahaha!

My assumption on a certain event ended up wrong... argh... haha!

Aral nalang tayo guys!

Important

There's something that's vey hard for me to admit to myself...

And something very hard to keep believing in...

Better that I have this pressure on me.

News

I only have one thing to say...





65.5!

WAHAHAHA! Yes... top accounting score in class... Congratulate me!

Anyway... what's been happening? Nothing much. Pretty much a boring life. Drinks here and there, get togethers with friends and all... but where is she? Haha... oh well

What else... hrmm... nothing I guess. My life's too boring and I'm too lazy to learn anything from it. From now on... it's wuwei for me. Hahaha!

Basketball will be my escape.

With surfing and relationships

Oh yes. I'm back. That's right.

With bad news for me that is... but let's go into that later. The trip was okay... it was fun swimming, trying to surf, chilling out and shit. Sarap talaga ng high class na inuman mehn! Absolut Kurant and Artic Vodka Lemon hahahaha! Da best mehn! There were also the usual Emperador and Tanduay friends... and of course beer. Oh and guess what we ate there for three days? Maling, corned beef, egg, tuna, vienna sausage and sisig... all of which were canned goods. Haha! Tae... oh well.

Downside was medyo bad vibes na nung last night nung matutulog na ung mga tao. Long story. Haha. pero ayos lang... still fun.

Surfing was fun... at least trying to surf. Can't wait to do that again. It's hard really... it's hard taking the board out to the farther side where the waves start... it's hard to time when to stand... and even harder to actually stand on the board... hahaha!

Wow. I owe people a lot of money. Good thing I'm getting that money I've been expecting for quite some time now. Haha.

Ok, the bad news. I didn't ask for permission for that La Union Trip... so they were texting me that my phone is already at home and ready... friday night. I got home sunday night and they told me they decided to give the phone to my brother first, since I haven't really used it and my brother "needs" it. Grarr.. haha... no hard feelings... they didn't really ask me why I got home only by Sunday night but maybe that's pretty much my punishment. Haha... oh well... I've to wait 3 more months till my birthday... wow... that sucks bad... but at leastI get a newer phone.

I learned something from my niece's blog. Haha.
I usually only focused on MY story, on MY side. and then PRIDE or whatever, would get in the way, that I wouldnt want to hear what the other has to say.... Not knowing or refusing to accept that I'm not the only one hurt --- the 2 parties involved in the fight are both hurt. And with my actions, I make matters worse and just hurt the person even more....
I wish i'd learn my lesson now and look at things in different perspectives. not just one or not just the perspective that would make me look like the hero --- or the one that would make me look like IM the only victim, when I'm really not just the only one.

Huwaw... it's true really... right? or no? haha! Whatever.

I'm losing my tracks... or worse... I'm backtracking.

I'm high

on lovvvveeeee....

Hahaha! Yeah sure whatever.

This is my last post for the week, and I hope until next Saturday... since I want to scrap internet time and actually to concentrate on studies.

I didn't do very well in SA, but I was far from failing. I "did well" in the last problem of the Accounting Long Test according to my Prof... hahaha! PROUD! What else... I got 2 D's and a C+ in fil quizzes. I have yet to see the accounting and history test results and I have yet to take the Law LT. Hahaha! Not bad... far from being DL... but not bad [well except for fil...]

I won't be going to class tom. Haha. Break from it all.

This blog is full of lies. Lies lies lies lies lies. Wow. Hahaha! Well no, not really... but I had probably lied in a few posts... haha!

Everyone is pretty much confused about what's happening and I guess that's a good thing.

I haven't been spending time with friends much... except DOTA people... I'l take a break for a while... haha spend time with friends. Or play basketball.

Tangina... Gusto ko na mag gym... Tae... kelangan ko lang ng kasama... game na! Sige na! Haha!

I could never forget the happiness I felt.

This one's funny

I was just thinking and all... then I remembered, It's been officially 4 months... HUWAW! I suck! Haha! Anyway...

I just realized something very important.... and it's actually too important to state
I'm just too intimidated to actually say hi
Another failing epiphany? Haha! Let's hope not.. but enough of that.

BEACH TRIP!!!!!!!!! OWYES! Tuloy na tuloy na!!! Plus, there's no NSTP on Saturday I think... YEHESS!

Hrmm... I'm now only P300 short... so yeah haha!

Decisions decisions... Should I do something that is against my principles? Haha!

See you all on Monday!

No rest, no sleep... only Dr. House

Wala lang. I watched Season 3... around 6 episodes maybe... he's in deep shit. I think I watched 5 hours straight at most.

Anyway, I just realized something. Play of words. That's all I do. Pretty much. Haha. Even in academic papers. Play of words. That is really idiotic.

Help is needed by everyone, and yet pride gets in the way of asking for it. Pride, what makes it so powerful? What is more human? to ask for help? or to choose pride?

I'm really liking the part where I reread old entries and I see this. Haha! Play of words. That's all that is I think... but it does kinda make sense... in a way... but still... just a play of words.

Pride... stupid thing it is really. And what do you get in return for having it? Nothing really... just a sense of... pride? HAHAHA!

Guys, I need a good excuse as to why I won't be home for the weekend on my nephew's birthday. I'm going to La Union with friends and I need an excuse... ARGH! Hahahaha! Help meeeeeeeee.....

I'm not ready for school... so what do I do? EXTEND MY BREAK! HAHAHA! I'll be back to my former self by Jan 8. Thank You.

Really should've kissed her when I had the chance. Now I'm never gonna see an opening ever again. Hahahaha!

I'm still 1K short... anyone willing to lend me? :D:D:D:D:D

More randomness

New experiences... new memories... new promises... new... that's what people say for the new year... its as if everything is hyped... hahaha... just some random thoughts... just cause it's the new year

I wrote that last year... Jan 1, 2006. Haha! I just realized I fell for the new year this year... hoping for something new... hoping for a new start, a new beginnning... whatever. Good thing I am straightened out by my own writing... never forget, New Years are overrated.

So this year, once again I will have no resolution whatsoever... I don't need it anyway... hahaha! I am PERFECT!

Today, I woke up at around 2PM... stayed in my room... and did nothing... a foreshadow of what I'll be for the new year... HAHAHA! DAMN IT!

I wrote that last year too... pretty much came true... inactive academically, practically lost sight of my blockmates and friends, yeah pretty much a bum for the year...

Yesterday, Jan 1, I played basketball from 1AM to 3AM... slept at around 4AM, woke up at 3PM... ate lunch, prepared to leave and drink with friends. Bought Red Horse for me and my friends, drank Absolut Kurant and Gran Matador and spent time with friends. I wonder what this would mean when the year ends? HAHAHA!

And yes, you're probably right... there are too many possible outcomes and it's too easy to find a match for this when the year ends. It's jsut fun so fuck you. Haha!

Cry for your achievements

Ahk. Classes tomorrow. Argh. Sucks. Oh well... study again.

I'll be cutting the whole of friday... I'm hoping nothing important happens on that day. I'm cutting Saturday too... I'm hoping the Law test isn't on that day... I've pretty much forgotten everything from last year. HAHAHA!

I was planning on getting a haircut a week ago... and still I haven't had a haircut... stupid lazy piece of shit! haha! Sucks... HAIRCUT TIME!

No debut for me today... Supot si Dre... ayaw ako dalin... hahaha!

I'm 1.5K short... not good, not good... and I still owe people a total of... 1900 I think... argh... haha... not good... not good indeed.

I want the accounting results... I'm having a good feeling about it.

EARL!!!! Tangina... Where are you? Haha... I need that for my beach trip this weekend!

Needless to say

Tae. Medyo may amats ako mehn! Haha! Ang sakit pa ng tiyan ko. Brandy at chocolate sansrival... masama atang combination. This is the greatest start I've ever had for a year. I'm looking at a greater year ahead.

Absolut Kurant... TANGINA! High class na pala ako eh! [Kaso nga lang may gran matador rin... so balance ahahaha!] Sarap... Jerome, Mikkel and Jio were there... ayos lang even if I was actually looking forward sa inuman na kami kami lang ng barkada.

Beach Beach Beach! Jan 5-7... sino gusto sumama? WAIT, requirement pala na babae ka ah... WAHAHAHA! Tangina.

Tae... nalalasahan ko pa rin ung brandy sa burp ko.... kadiri hahaha!

I've nothgin sensible to say... so goodbye, and goodnight!

Let all the world know, that I... I... I fell for you that day... that moment... that I let slip away. A split second moment where I should've kissed you... that moment when I was actually holding your hand... what an idiot. Terrible... coz guess what? I CHOKED. Hahahahaha! Congratulate me.

2007

What a terrible way to start the year. EMO. TANGINA!

So where's the girl I'm supposed to be kissing? If you happen to know where she is, please do tell me. Hahaha!

This sucks. But this is definitely the most moving New Year I've ever had. I was alone, watching the fireworks from the rooftop, smoking my lungs off, thinking about events that happened throughout the year, remembering those happy moments, trying to forget those painful ones, holding my beer and tasting its bitterness.

This New Year is not starting out great. But enough of that... It's time to celebrate and so I shall.

I raise my bottle for the year that was, and drink my beer for the year that has come.

I have had my share of regrets... and I just have too much pride to actually admit them... But this new year has come and I think it's actually time to let go iof those regrets. I guess I just needed something as symbolic as this to actually let go of those regrets... stupid emo... can't believe this thought suddenly filled my idiotic mind. Haha!

Tears. Huwaw!!! Amazing! HAHAHA!

Year 06 was the best year I've had, except academically and spiritually. Maybe "best" is overrating it... let's say most memorable instead... And I'm hoping year 07 dethrones year 06.

I have the best New Year plan... I will play basketball until sunrise and hope that I get better at the game with that.... HAHAHAHAHA! I'm hoping for a magical intervention.

HaPPy NeW YeaR my friends... and hope the whole year stays happy.