Because I love you

I am trying to write.

I realize it's almost been a month since I last wrote something, but I'm still in a rut. (Writing wise at least)

We've already reached the half a year mark, and approaching the 7th month (where my previous relationship ended.) We haven't had any major arguments, just some petty moments where we get a little annoyed at something. It's pretty scary to think how an argument between us would turn out.

Anyway, that wasn't why I'm trying to write. I'm starting to realize that maybe I've been using writing to vent out some stuff I never say out loud, and without those, I'm not exactly into a writing mood. There just hasn't been a time recently that I wanted to rant about something or just release some anger or disappointment. I've been happy these past couple of months and I wanted you to know that.

This blog is turning into some sort of writing letter to you thingy, primarily because I just can't think of anything else to write about. I'm so in love with you, and as it turns out, I probably think of you all the time.

Writing has always sort of been an escape, and right now, there's really nothing I want to escape from.

So just so you know, I'm still writing because I love you.