Not all rainbows and candies

There are also chocolate bars, gum,tarts and other sweets. And somewhere in that pile lies a few bitter treats.

These bitter treats don't turn the pile into shit, but somewhere along the way in eating through that pile, an unlucky happenstance would make you end up with one. It's easily remedied by eating a new treat, because you know that that pile offers a lot more sweetness than your unfortunate turn with bitter candy.

What am I talking about? I may have my fears and insecurities in our relationship, but it's nothing compared to what we have. It's simply a particular snapshot of feelings, over-exposed due to the feeling being put into writing, much like how a photograph works.

I'm probably damaged goods, and maybe you are too...




But we can be perfect together.

Blast from the past

These anxieties, they keep crawling back, giving fear a manifestation of sorts. I wasn't around when it happened, but I can't seem to let go. This has been a fear coming in, and it would seem I could not simply forget.

I'm not always bothered, but when I do ponder, it distracts me greatly.

Questions I've asked, questions I fear, questions I know the answers to, questions I may never ask, questions...

How bothersome to worry myself over things that shouldn't even matter.

Please don't let me ever find reason to let you go.