Keep the Faith

I'm probably not the ideal boyfriend. I'm rarely spontaneous, a tad bit indecisive, reserved and lazy. Oh and I don't have a car. I feel as though I've got a ton of shortcomings and stagnant improvement.

But it's only because I want to give you everything. Your wants, your needs, even those you haven't even thought of. I want to give you the world.

But all I can give you is me.

It may be unhealthy, but I've surrendered myself to you. I am as vulnerable as a sleeping baby. I just hold on the the faith that what we have is what we will have and more. Faith in you, faith in us and our future.

This may sound like lip-service (or it's writing counterpart, whatever that is), but you make me want to have a brighter future. Now I just need to make that first step into becoming the man I need to be to have that brighter future. I need to learn how to have faith in me.

Don't give up on me.