Thursday, September 08, 2016

When I See You, I See Me

Out of nowhere, I remembered this song. No particular reason, maybe just feeling nostalgic. This is not what I'm like, I think I'm falling for you. I did. Insanely.

I'm going through an old song spree right now, Follow Through, Sweet Disposition, She's got you high - and they remind me of you. Music really gets me all emotional, I can't even really put it into words.


She's got you high, and you don't even know it yet. Still high, but now I know. I can't even explain how you make me feel. It's amazing.


Granted it's not always a high note with me, but life's like that right? Going through random peaks, enduring the low ones, and passing through comfortably, enjoying the sights for those normal days where life just doesn't seem that hard. 


Right now, at this very moment - I miss you. I feel it through the music. I think we should do this sometime. Just listen to songs together, bask in that stream of emotions flowing through. 


My thoughts are all over the place - I remembered you said you're afraid that you don't inspire me. That's just not the case. You make me want to be better, for the life that we want. You made me admit my goals and dreams, even when I'm always full of doubt. I may not write as much, but I feel like I've grown a bit with you - I even know what the check in the engine now.


Just wanted you to know I think of you, even when we don't talk, or text, or chat. I think of you randomly all the time. That sounds absurd, but there's no other way I can explain it. 


Life's just so much sweeter with you.