A Start

Thank you

For your companionship
For your patience
For your guidance
For your care
For your love

I know we haven't even been married for a year, but we sure as hell have been together for more than 10 years so that should count for something.

I haven't written for so long - probably out of laziness, but I think more so that writing lost it's spark. I couldn't put together something I wanted to post so it just sort of died out.

I've always said before that writing was therapeutic for me, so maybe I just didn't need it anymore. But you've always expressed how you enjoyed reading my thoughts, so I tried to write a few pieces from time to time - until I stopped doing even that. But here we are, at a certain point in our lives, where anything could happen - and I just didn't want to live with the regret of not trying hard enough to write a few words.

I haven't been the best partner, that's a fact - but maybe with clearer goals this time around I can be better. Our goal setting session got sidetracked by our current situation, but I have a pretty clear list in my head - that I should probably write down before I forget.

Family time - building the habit
Date days - something different
Samar endeavors
Bedsheets and cookies
Investing

5 concrete personal goals. Just so I don't feel overwhelemed. 

This post is all over the place - but it's a start too.

Not a great one, but a start nonetheless.