Fears

I still have my fears... somehow, my mind just can't calm down. Although it only takes a stick to relax me, they just won't stop coming back. Fuckin persistent fears... like flies waiting to suck blood out of you... hahaha err.. dunno what I was talking about there.
Fuckin text messages
I fear a lot. I fear embarrasment. I fear losing. I fear failure. I fear.
Fuckin reactions
Sometimes, it's just too damn much that I can't stop running away.
Fuckin statements...
Blink for a second, Lose... Maybe being blind isn't half as bad as seeing the undesired.
Everything's changed?
I need to calm down... heart's beating too fast... worries.
Ah crap... paranoia strikes
Fuck the fears. Maybe I can smoke my way out.... maybe.
No discussion... I'm a sissy
I'm afraid... but the brave ones die first.