A Post for the Bored

Avremel: What is wrong with love?

Maria: Whats wrong? What's wrong?... What isn't? Love was invented as an excuse for everything that goes wrong. You beat someone up and you say, "But it's because I love you." You cheat someone and again you say, "But it's because I love you." You mention the word love and everything is forgiven. Well, I do not forgive!

From "The trial of God". How sad, such an undesirable truth, actually.. not literally.. there is a... something.. can't really explain. ADVERTISE! It's a good book haha! Unless God stuff bores you to hell.

Anyway... I haven't been doing much schoolwork. I'd rather not say why. I realized people have been noticing my... mood lately. They said I seem like I'm out of myself all the time. Hmm...

From Reader's digest
WAYS IN FOR WOMEN
"A man is like a hermit crab"... blah blah blah

Here are some "seduction" ideas:
-Talk side by side rather than face to face. "Getting in a man's face makes him feel confrontational"
-Do something physical together. When you go walking or cycling, a man's defences come down.
-Watch a guy flick. "There's a 95% tear factor when a group of men watch "Field of Dreams", says Powell. "Sport is the archetypal bond between men and their fathers - for most men, that's the most primitive, important relationship in their lives." Don't try to dissect the movie or analyze his childhood. Just be present.
- Don't press a man to talk about a bad day. Instead, let him know you've noticed his mood and let him open up if he wants to.
-Talk may be a woman's favorite form of foreplay, but men view sex as a form of communication. "We men express so much of our emotion physically," says Powell. "Sex is our way of expressing affection."
-Let men know what emotional support you need. In her research, psychologist Lisa Neff of the University of Toledo found that husbands can be as sensitive and supportive as wives, but often their timing is off. "Wives need to let them know what they want and when they need it."
-Say what he means to you. "At a quiet moment, ask your husband, 'Have I ever made you feel that I don't admire and respect you more today than when we first met?'" suggests psychiatrist Mark Goulston. "Tell him that you feel blessed to have him in your life, and you're sorry if you don't let him know that often enough. Most men's jaws will drop."

Not exactly funny... there is some truth in it... haha

Flammable and inflammable mean the same thing... idiot!

Co-head position sucks... Gahd how I hate work... Someone save me!!!

It all feels so real when I'm with you... when you say it... and then poof... it became Koko Crunch!
But there is a feeling of isolation somewhere... It's different... something that doesn't feel right. Fears

I want to write a story... I want to write a song... i want to write a play [but that's already WAY over my capabilities] I need to learn how to write. Something tells me my course isn't what I wanted... I feel like I chose it for the money... which isn't even sure. Haha! I laugh at my future... not very good.

I worry... I worry too much about everything. About my future, about my life, my studies, anything and everything. And it sucks!

It's hard... even harder that you confessed... makes things worse

Long post, I don't care! I have all night to write.

I love God... it's time I confessed, go to mass after... 9 months and be back to Him.

Accounting LT's 66.5 and 67.65! YEAH! Improving!!! HAHAHA!

I want to see you again... go with you again... chat with you again... laugh with you again... smoke with you again... drink with you again... but your gone. DEAD

I'm taking a break to take a shit. It's 8:44 in my watch... haha