Xandre and Jay talk

I think we are all blind. And we are all looking for the person to guide us, accompany us. We find them... we do.. but sometimes, they get tired, they end up misleading you, leaving you... right smack in the middle of nowhere. HAHAHA!

I'm trying to decide. I think misinterpretation is kicking in again. Plus... there are too much complications to be considered.

I am now sure that I've moved on or at least I'm nearing the ending stages. And I don't have to prove it to myself or to anyone.

Ang dami kong banned songs... HAHAHA! I get the jitters when I hear it. Is that a bad sign? Haha! And you people should never ever play it when I'm there. I was caught off guard about a month ago by a friend. MYCKO!!!

Xandre: pero siyempre... yun naman ang gusto nating lahat eh... yung assurance na... everything will be fine...
True true... Too bad it's far from reality.

Xandre: alam mo kasi... yung sakit na nararanasan mo... eh paghihirap lang ma understand at matanggap na ganun ang buhay...i mean once you know na... lifes a bitch and continue doing what you are used to...
Xandre: magiging okay na

I have to disagree. Life is better than this. I just got unlucky. And some other reasons... Lazy. Haha!

Tae tama na nga!

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

Xandre: maraming nagsasabing ignorance is bliss...
Xandre: pero..
Xandre: sa ngayon...
Xandre: nagtataype ako para may delaying tactics habang iniisip ko ang nais kong sabihin para lang magmukhang philosopher
Jay:
Jay:
Jay:
Jay: nice one
Xandre: pero... ang katangahan ay hindi nagdadala sa atin sa masmataas na kaligayahan...
Xandre: naging kontento na sila sa stage of happiness nilaJay: pwede
Jay: pero kce
Jay: un lang ung alam nilang happiness
Jay: kce they lack the mental capacity to know otherwise
Xandre: tayong may mga gustong gumawa ng our own path... crave more... and thus... work harder...
Jay: exactly
Xandre: kaya... the gist of everything is..
Jay: magyosi nalang
Xandre: once na malaman mo na yung paghihirap at kasakitan na iyong dinaranas ay isang blessing
Jay: FOR LIFE
Jay: hahaha
Xandre: na tipong magdadala sayo sa greater happiness...
Xandre: maiipit ka sa stage na nagdudusa...
Xandre: there.. i told in tagalog na ah... the whole conversation