Looks a little dark

Argh... I'll be losing the accounting book I've been using... I wonder where I'm gonna borrow a new one...

I didn't feel like studying the whole day but I did anyway... finished reading Law [old readings] and I studied History... but I doubt anything actually entered my brain.

Baka isipin ng tao masyado akong nagpapakabait ah... sa totoo lang hindi talaga.

I think the main reason is that I don't see an opening so why bother taking a risk... right?

I have found an excuse. I was pushed. ARGH! Hahaha!

I'm in need of a new and improved PC. I want to play Caesar 4... I also need a PS2... I want to play FF12... argh... argh... I feel deprived... WAHAHAH!

It's one thing to say something, and another to actually believe in what you say. Watch me prove everyone wrong. Watch me.

An unending cycle of broken promises. A promise to self. I will try once again.

Thoughts of failing out of Ateneo are still lingering in my head. I'm wondering what's gonna happen to me if I do. But no, I'm doing my best. I'm trying so hard. No one can see, but I'm fucking working my ass off. No one knows the shit I'm doing. I've never studied my whole life! I never copied notes seriously, never read readings except for Literature class... I NEVER STUDIED, PERIOD! Argh... PAIN! Hahaha!

I will succeed, no matter what.

With that being said... who wants to lend me an accounting book? Wahahaha!