Uneasy...

Inexplicable. Unbelievable. Down right weird...

I got drunk.... wait, that's not the unbelievable part because that happens a lot.... the unbelievable part is that I got drunk... with my blockmates!!! ARGH!!! WEAK WEAK WEAK WEAK!!! [This will shame me forever]

And being my typical self, it's time to reach some rationalizations.

First, to justify my weakness, I have to say that I did not eat dinner [aside from the fries that I was mooching off people]. Second, well, I still did drink the most compared to anyone. Third, well... there was a part when I was drinking ALONE. Yes, it's a sad sad life. Hahaha! Fourth, well... there really isn't a fourth but say there is... ah fuck it! Haha!

So yeah... surprising enough... I have just finally proven [to myself] that having a blank part of what happened really happens... even to the point that after seeing pictures and hearing stories... I STILL CANNOT REMEMBER SOME INCIDENTS. [Mainly the whole night after I started drinking alone up to the moment I woke up and mind you, a lot of things happened... they have proof! ARGH] This isn't like "I remember this, but not this"... but instead something like, "this is the last I remember... what's next?"

Embarrassing. I am disappointed at myself.

Anyway... up to the point that I remember... it was fun. I won once in poker. Lost to Bin in the second one on heads up. Drinks weren't bad. Solo shots for myself. Yosi break with Mao. And a lot of other stuff.

I don't want to go to school ever again. I'm too embarrassed. Hahaha!

In other news... History test wasn't very hard... although I did screw up the essay because well... I was writing too slow... taking my time [more rationalizations]... Accounting test wasn't bad either... quite nice... I'm hoping for a C+... hrmm... that's it I think.

I commend patience. I had that... once. Hahaha! Fortunately, I think I'm getting it back.

Sorry kay Raf at Jose... next time promise!