Closed door

Ok... so I ended up planning something... and ended up being too chicken to pull it off. Sissy boy...

Richmond Hotel thing with the block was good. Lost in poker twice... drank ALMOST alone in the latter part of the night... sang out loud "come what may" from moulin rouge and some other songs... threw water from the 12th floor and hit some guy in a motor cycle... almost died because I couldn't breathe normally for around 10 mins... having an "intimate" talk with some blockmate... and having the best time in the... hahaha!

But... it doesn't change the fact that I'm a sissy... and I don't really like being a sissy... that's crap

Anyway, saturday came... just kinda hung out in katip and Jose's place and then back to Katip and then home. Basketball didn't push through that day but rescheduled the next day, sunday night... we lost again... that's crap... good thing someone's funding our... betting money haha!

And now stuck here... too lazy to do anything right now... haven't taken a bath and haven't eaten lunch.. Zzzz... I need more sleep... my body hurts like hell... I hope our opponents today forgot that we're supposed to play later... hahaha...

I have a new... plan... and all I need is a chance to proceed.