Inserted apology

I've been stuck in this page for a couple of minutes now, unable to write anything worth a damn. I can't even seem to find the words to continue this thought.

I messed up a couple of minutes ago. I failed to notice that she was online. Add up the scenario where I slept throughout our time going home together. Fail.

On other news, I'm getting fatter. And fatter. Before I started working, I weighed 120 lbs. A few months ago, I was hovering around 125. Just about a month ago, I reached a 133. And a week ago, I reached 138 lbs. I need to start exercising.

I still don't have anything worth a damn to say, but maybe by writing pointless stuff like these, I can get started with writing again.

I'm sorry. :(