So long Astoria? HAHA!

Ooof. Not even worth a reply anymore. Haha. Not that it matters really.

I have to say. Last night was one of the few nights that I really had fun since that fateful incident almost two months ago. Hahaha! Bitter? Sensitive? HAHA!

It started out in Angelo’s house for his birthday. A few drinks there. Cake was fucking good. Mukha na nga kaming baboy dahil nag aagawan hahaha! Saw old friends that I haven’t seen in a while. AND, I saw the best friend of my ex. Yes. HAHAHA! That was very surprising. We had a long walk… este.. talk pala. Let’s just say it was very unexpected that it would be him to help in making me realize that… it’s not worth it. She’s not worth it. Argh. I wonder how stupid I looked? Quixotic? NYAHAHA! Asa boy!

Actually, while I was in Angelo’s house, I was already looking for a way to leave. I had a debut to go to in Rockwell. Sucks that I couldn’t find a ride fast enough. I ended up riding with Robin at around 12, which means the debut was pretty much over. Sad.. I missed my dance and my song. NEXT DEBUT! HAHAHAHA!

Blockmates said that they’re already in Astoria so I got a cab from greenbelt and went there. Got to the hotel room. NICE! Haha.. so everyone was still in their formal wear… AND SO WAS I! HAHA! And I didn’t even get to use it. So… instead of putting my efforts of fixing up to waste… PICTORIALS!!! HAHAHA! Yeah!

More drinks as the night progressed. Tangina! Ang galante ko nung gabing yun. Medyo… malaki ata nagastos ko. Tae kayong blockmates! Hahaha! Taking advantage that I have no one to spend for anymore? HAHAHA!

Shit. I’ve been fucking up my budget for the past couple of weeks now. Haha! Oh well. I say fuck it. Maybe I’m being a girl, having spending money help me with my… current situation. Haha!

Hrmm. I think I’m overdoing something just a little bit. I know it’s not right… well, it’s not wrong but… complications. Hahaha! Shit. And what’s worse… I’m actually… err… shit. How do I say this… Basta. I smile more. Labo. Ok fine, personally I think it’s wrong… but… ARGH!

I might actually take things seriously. That is good/bad? Uh oh.

But I must admit, I still find myself emo at some moments. Probably the feeling of hurt hasn’t left me. I know the feeling of regret is gone. It’ll all be over very soon.