Unfair

Why am I the one left broken? Hahaha! Bitter?

Two fuckin straight nights with that... and I can't even control it. Oh, I'm talking about dreams. Eeeeek nightmares. HAHAHA!

Where to go tonight. Do I go to Rockwell and attend a debut or go to a friend's birthday and get wasted? Hrmmm...

Ooof... as far as I can remember, that's actually how everything started with me and her. Haha... Ouch. Ahk. I felt special. Haha. Wait. Ang labo pala ng sentence na ito. Hahaha!

Argh! I need time to move faster. Hahahaha! Since there won't be any plans for the sembreak, might as well finish it and get back to school.

PUTANGINA! It's almost two months! Fuck and I'm still not okay. I'm not fuckin okay.

Friends! Where are you? Haha!

Posting makes me happy because I talk to myself. Eh? Haha.

I answered some stuff in blogthings last night. And there was this question. "What kind of breakup is a nightmare for you" or something like that. I answered the choice that said "When my ex isn't affected in anyway after the breakup" or something like that. HAHAHAHA! I'm hoping she's gotten past reading my entries.

Ang labo ko noh? Sabi ko no more drama pero ganun pa rin naman... dinagdagan ko lang ng "hahaha" para mukhang joke. Haha!

I asked you where you were. You said you were just there. I believed. But no, you weren't there anymore. I checked. I waited there, where you said you were. I waited in vain. You didn't even say goodbye.

Pota! Tama na nga yan! Misinterpretation was my downfall.

Yun na yun. Nabasa ko na. Special ka na. Diba? Badtrip. Ganyan talaga. Iba na eh. Tama ako. Nagbago ka. Yes. Tama ako. Nagbago rin ako. Hahaha! Anu? Nalalabuan na ko. Kausap ko nanaman sarili ko. Ay wait! Di ka pala nagbago. Dati ka pala iba. Tapos balik ka sa ganyan. Ah. Tama. Tama. Pero ano ba ung ngayon? Eh? Ewan. Sulat lang ako ng sulat.

Fuck the catalyst. Fuck the ingredient. Fuck the results.