Merry Christmas!!!

I wish you all a Merry Christmas!

Every year, every christmas... I want, or I'd tell myself I'd change. Again, this year, I'm telling myself this. Somehow, the christmas aura gets to me... even at times like these when I feel... alone. Hahaha!

Yes, the Christmas spirit reached me in time. It's a merry merry christmas. Hahaha! Good thing I went to Mass. It kinda started there.

I'm not receiving any cash this Christmas. Argh. Hrmm.. I hope relatives visit so I can get cash! Haha!

Funny, I'm here asking for gifts... and who have I given anything to? No one. Just like every year [except maybe a few years back... like 1st year highschool or something.. haha!]

I want my parents. Life was always better back then. Haha!

Enough of that.

I want to see the mist just before sunrise. It feels cold and... not lonely... but something else. Cold and calm. Haha! Yeah that's it.

Beach trip moved. Argh. Ok lang I guess... haha!

I'm free.