Unfair

I think life hasn't been fair to me since the day my mom died. Just when I thought it may have given me times where I felt life was giving me back what it owed me, it takes it away and screws me over.

The problem with this thought, I think life owes me something. Life is supposed to give me something better because it hasn't given me anything but shit for years. Unfortunately, life doesn't work that way. Just cause I'm a good guy doesn't mean I deserve a good life. Just cause I've suffered enough doesn't mean I can take a break. Life's just not fair and it'll never strive to be fair.

When I start accepting that things won't just go my way unless I force it to, nothing's gonna work out for me...

I guess I gotta get off this bandwagon and start walking my own path.