Who am I kidding?

I'm having fun and that's what matters right?

No, because society tells you that you have to be a productive member to live a comfortable life.

We are all slaves to our own selfish reasons to live better lives.

I just don't feel the urgency cause there isn't any. There is no cause for alarm, no dramatic 'I don't know what to do with life' shit. Well there was, until I realized I haven't been living life cause I was too busy worrying how I should live it to have a better future.

Well you know what? Screw that. I'm selfish and I want to enjoy today. I'll let my future self worry about how he lives his life and he should let me worry about how I live mine.

It's not like my past self would come out of nowhere and kick my ass for not being what he thought I'd be.