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I've always wondered how I would spend the money I would eventually win (wishful thinking) in the lottery. I figured I wouldn't have to work anymore. Maybe I'll see if I can set up some businesses. But mainly, I figured I can just put around 10 million in 5 different time deposit accounts, I can earn 100K every month without actually spending my money. Not bad right? Now I just need to actually start betting in the lottery :|

This was one of the random thoughts that pass me when I try to get myself to sleep. Sometimes, my mind would wander from this point, joyfully moving to how I would repay friends who have helped me along they way. I would reminisce on how a number of my friends were able to lend me a total of 1 semesters tuition in Ateneo, how I had to look for a place to live because my house no longer felt like my home, or how I would end up living with a friend's family long after I graduated.

It doesn't end there though. Sometimes my imaginations run too far that I have a hard time remembering where it started. Sometimes, I even get too lost in my thought that once I remember that I'm actually daydreaming, I forget most, if not all, of what I had just been thinking about.

And looking back, this might be the reason why I can't remember a lot of things from the past. I may have lived life too much in my daydreams, my stories, my imaginations.