What should the title of my show be?

Recent discoveries have led my life to a bigger twist than what had just happened. I can now say that my life can be a TV drama show. HOW GAY!

To think I was planning to spread a rumor about me... and find out something worse than that!

It hasn't hit me yet... I think I'll need a few weeks to actually process this news. All I can say is WOW! What a turn of events.

And no it has nothing to do with friends.. or girlfriends... or anything of that sort.

Maybe it'll hit me when everything else is laid down. Goddamn problems... Eco test tom, still haven't done my selfscape due last week... oh god... and that 3 papers thing for psych.. that thing for my stat group... OH GOD! Too much! Can't handle everything at the same time.

If a picture paints a thousand words then why can't I paint you
The words will never show the you I've come to know
If a face could launch a thousand ships then where am I to go
There's no one home but you you're all that's left me to
And when my love for life is running dry
You come and pour yourself on me

If I could be two places at one time I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you and when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away

If a picture paints a thousand words then why can't I paint you
Cause the words will never show the you I've come to know
Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away fly away


I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you knowwhen i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, I wanna see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

I think it's time that I felt what you felt. But on my part... I will be alone. I'm getting scared. SAVE ME!!!

I am recommending "Sex is zero" and "Windstruck". They are nice korean movies, plus the chicks are really hot.

Supposedly studying for Eco... but I have no book, no notes... except the internet notes. Crap

Now I'm confused! What will REALLY happen if a person gets caught in the random drug tests?

It's getting harder to type coz it's getting really long so I'l just make a new one.