Promises

I find them very important. Haha.

And I promised I won't smoke until I get better. I need to smoke. SHIT! Hahaha!

I should just sleep and hope that I don't have coughs tomorrow. Haha!

But, there's this one promised I'm compelled to break. I think it's ok if I did. Ah.. who cares.. fuck that stupid promise.

I hope I get allowed to go out on Nov 8-10. I want to. I just need to find out how to get money... hahaha!

So what should I do? Just lay next to you as though I'm unaffected.
And who should I be? When they're judging me, as though I'm unaffected
Before they even saw my face. They knew that I was not the same
And decided I was not the one, for you, for you...

Antok na ko... but mind you, the 2 hours of sleep a while ago was really good. I mean.. I felt as if it was enough a while ago. Nag enjoy? HAHAHA!

Tae... Aga ako matulog ngayon.