Thoughts

Wait... let's get everything straight first. I don't have a thing with the girl... I don't know shit if she likes me back or not. So yeah... that clears it.

She makes me happy. But the current situation is just not good. ARGH.

Both are close to my heart [yes, its very true]...

And right now, I have this TERRIBLE feeling there is some misinterpretation going on.

ARGH!

Let's get everything straight now. I like her. I like her a lot. I would definitely want to continue this thing... But there's this whole thing of what I have to lose... like a friend maybe. Or worse, friends.

So there. I'm still not decided. Me, being the usual good guy would say I should stop... But... a big part of says I shouldn't because it makes me happy. But then I think, what about the rest? I'm gonna be selfish if I just think of myself right? Damn it...

Fine! I've to admit... I'm not regretting that this developed. But... now... I'm just in a dilemma.

Wow... that was hard. I admitted everything to myself now. That makes it... true. ARGH