I was right all along

Damn! Being an ass is so much better than what I expected it to be. [But of course, it must be in a controlled setting... something more than that would be well... out of control haha]

I have a new found inspiration, and it's seeing the fault of others, while accepting it as mine as well, giving the best and the worst damn advice and not stress about it, because well... it's not my problem! Haha! Although I'm still intrinsically good, because I still end up feeling I should help people.

I don't believe it. But it's enough reason for me to rationalize... after all, that's what I wanted all along right? An excuse for my theories to be right. Haha! Selfish... Is that really me?

Disappointing, and yet satisfying... is that even possible?

New friends... new people to impress? Nah... this time... it's all me.