Reminisce

I just realized... it wasn't so long ago. BUT, it started a little after that.

I'm reading old YM conversations... it sounded happy. Innocently happy, and yet there are hints... haha funny.

I'm feeling nothing matters anymore. Carpe Diem? Haha... maybe, maybe

Ok.. it's kinda hitting me now. Sad... but then again, it'd probably have been worse if we were at our peak.

I've got these thoughts I'd rather not say, and fears I do not wish to come true.

Maybe this thing... it'll be good for me. It'll help... somehow

Or maybe it won't even affect anything.

That would be hell...

Oh, how I wish I innocent. How I wish I was innocent...

I'll be waiting