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Bye bye beautiful...
Hahaha!
And now... I don't feel like blogging anymore.
Bye bye too blog.
Bye bye everyone.
-lokisout-
I run fast, but life runs faster.
Bye bye beautiful...
Wait... let's get everything straight first. I don't have a thing with the girl... I don't know shit if she likes me back or not. So yeah... that clears it.
I may have screwed up getting allowed to galera with my blockmates... just coz I had to stay in Katip... well including the fact that I was too lazy to go home anyway... ARGH! SHIT SHIT SHIT!
After all this time
Matagal na rin akong hindi nalalasing...
Slowly... I'm getting good at this thing hahaha!
I think we are all blind. And we are all looking for the person to guide us, accompany us. We find them... we do.. but sometimes, they get tired, they end up misleading you, leaving you... right smack in the middle of nowhere. HAHAHA!
Alam kong hindi pepwedeng maging tayo
I'm bored.
Because I am bored
You Are 37% Open |
![]() You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world. It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well. But to most people, you are a total mystery. |
You Are A Jealous Ex |
![]() You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go |
You Are 19 Years Old |
![]() Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
You Are 39% Vain |
![]() Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less. |
You Are 40% Selfish |
![]() In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you. |
You Passed 8th Grade Spanish |
![]() Congratulations, you got 7/8 correct! |
You Are 36% Happy |
![]() You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier. Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible. |
You Are 40% Shy |
![]() You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace. |
You Are an Emo Rocker! |
![]() Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
Your Luck Quotient: 37% |
![]() You have a low luck quotient. You've had a few lucky experiences, but overall, you feel like a pretty unlucky person. Good luck can come your way, but you have to be more trusting in the world. Have some new experiences. Meet some new people. You never know where luck can be lurking! |
Well... that's that. Haha! I wanted it to last longer.. HAHA! It probably will... and I'm gonna find out before the break ends.
You Are 30% Extrovert, 70% Introvert |
![]() You are quite reserved You aren't afraid of social situations... But you very much prefer to go it alone And why not? You're your own best friend! |
You Are a Natural Flirt |
![]() Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! |
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
![]() Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! |
You Are Elektra |
![]() There's really no superhero with more style than you. Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja? |
Your Love Song Is |
![]() Wonderwall by Oasis "I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now" You know what you want - but does that person want you? |
He's Getting Over Her... |
![]() There's probably no way your guy would take his ex back, but he's still a bit hurt. Keep an eye on him, and make sure he's putting you first ... not her! |
Since I'm fucking bored and I have no one to talk to.. haha! I'm just gonna post some shit here.
I can't believe I'm changing my routine.
Wala lang. Walang music sa bahay eh. Supot.
Your Sloth Quotient: 82% |
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Your Pride Quotient: 53% |
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Your Greed Quotient: 53% |
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Your Wrath Quotient: 22% |
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Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence |
![]() You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician. |
I'm starting to feel bad, but... argh!
Resurrection after 3 days. HAHAHAHA!
One night can change everything.
I find them very important. Haha.
Anxiety? Nervous? What?
Ooof. Not even worth a reply anymore. Haha. Not that it matters really.
Why am I the one left broken? Hahaha! Bitter?
You Are 36% Abnormal |
![]() You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
You Are a Centaur |
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Your Lust Quotient: 36% |
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Never Date a Cancer |
![]() Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius |
Your Envy Quotient: 50% |
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You Are 43% Grown Up, 57% Kid |
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Your Heart Is Pink |
![]() Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance |
Sana may kumanta para sakin ng "Kung ako nalang sana" WAHAHAHA!
Ahk...
Everything's just hitting me now. Or everything's hitting me again.
Ooof...
Argh...
Haha, sound effects.
I try to act cool about it... but deep inside... I'm really fucked. I can't think straight. Everything just has to remind me of you. HAHAHA! Tae.
I need people with me. I need distractions. I need company. Putangina! Mababaliw ako mag-isa!
Laguna trip is cancelled. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Guess what I did yesterday and today? Yes... I played DOTA. All daaaaaayyyy! It distracted me for a while. But it's not enough.
Well in other news... I hate you! I fuckin hate you! I hate you I hate you I hate you. I don't care if I fuckin sound gay or childish or whatever. I fuckin hate you. I can't stress enough the fact that I hate you.
And in more other news... I'm sick. Yes... very sick. I have colds. I have a cough. I have a sore throat. I have a headache. My lungs hurt when I cough, like really hurt that I can't breath anymore. So I try not to cough, but I have to... so it hurts. REAL BAD! I'm gonna fuckin die. Oh, and it hurt in the throat when I smoke. But that doesn't seem to stop me. I feel like I need more than just a cigarette now. I need to feel better.
Yes... I'm connecting my sickness with my feelings. HAHAHA!
Please don't mind me dear readers. Allow me to bask in this stage for a while. I didn't realize the choice I made has it's own disadvantages. Coz I really fuckin thought it won't make a difference whatever happened. But it did. It made a hell of a difference.
I just realized now that I have no one to complain to anymore about the life's bullshitness [is there such a word? haha]
Would you believe me if I said I had lung cancer?
Think.
HAHAHA! Nag highlight kayo noh? WAHAHA! Gotcha!
I believed when you said you didn't want to be friends.
Dragonfly - Spongcola
Maybe I’m a little addicted
Maybe I just can’t get out of this
Maybe it is just too soon to say
I’ve seen you blow right past my window
You flew away and I was left inside
Without a clue
But if you think I’m too stoned to write
Don’t think twice
Free your mind
Don’t let me down
We’ll find a way to make it go away
I went ahead without direction
A form of semi-self-mutilation
Dragonfly collides with truth
Why can’t you see me like I see you?
Can’t you feel me like I feel you?
Can’t you be with me tonight?
I’ll make it go away[my dragonfly]
"You give this way more thought than it deserves"
I still have lessons to learn. I'm being an idiot again.
Guess what?
I'm fucking back.
Study time soon... Stupid stupid stupid.
I'm sad that the sem's ending... just when it started to be nice again.
Hahaha!I will realize the curse of a king, although I don't think I'm prepared just yet.
Permanently TAB
But Jonel tells me she's hot... Hrmmm hahaha!
How the fuck am I supposed to study for psych? No book, no notes, nothing. Someone give me a crash course.
So, here are my speculations on my grades.
Spanish - F
Eco - B
Sci 10 - C+
Accounting - C+
QMT 11 - D
Psych - D
LS 10 - C
Very bad grades... Tangina! Someone teach me Psych!!!
Drama... just to release everything.
Verdorben
And it seems that you've actually already let go... How could I have been so blind? But that doesn't really change how I feel now, does it?
So, what happens now?
I'm done waiting. Well, no not really... but I'm done hoping. You do what you have to do. Tell me when you're done too.
It's like this. Stupid DOTA game.